February 15, 2009
it’s quite obvious what today is, although i’m trying to stay as away from cliches as possible. too bad i made strawberry milk this morning, and used a red table cloth, and only ate red berries with my danish. i can’t help it. i’m love struck. already…again. yes, love just surrounds me and i want it more than anything and there is this boy and holy shit i get butterflies in my tummy when i think about him. i am the cliche. and it sucks so bad because all i’ve ever wanted is to be original. i’m rambling. i plan on getting really messy tonight. fun.
February 5, 2009
this week and next week will be the weeks of bad decisions made. i’ve already got a handle of skyy, an eighth, and a deprived body.
February 4, 2009
feels nice to be alive. i’ve got lots of things to look forward to, and if i just keep telling myself this, i should stay sane. hopefully.
February 2, 2009
everyday i’m feeling more and more unlike myself.
more on this thought later.
February 1, 2009